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My spirits have been better the last couple of days, not that I'm not missing Phil, but I feel there is an acceptance that has crept in that is necessary and unavoidable. The grief ebbs and flows mixed with anger, sadness, gratitude and with time seems to be mellowing. Reality sucks, but it is what it is. as Phil said. I treasure each memory and there are many. He was the best! I am a very lucky woman to be loved by such a beautiful soul. A very lucky woman indeed!
Morning walks continue to be the motivation and what I get up for. This morning was a little overcast but a very temperate temperature. I decided to check out the tidal pools again and what I found was a surprise! I entertained myself watching black tail deer in the pools.
My walks by the ocean are healing me, I feel it. The sound of the waves, the smell of the ocean, the gorgeous blue colors and I've heard that there are positive ions that contribute too! Whatever it is, my walks just make me feel better. 365 days of images is a lot of work but the pay off is healing, learning more about my camera and giving me a purpose.
Red-winged blackbird.
Coot.
Hearts show up all over the place. Is it just because I need to see it? or is it messages? I hope it is messages.
It is Grace's 15th birthday, I have been dog sitting for her family for almost 5 years. She is gentle, loving and just wants to be a good girl.
Happy Birthday Grace.
For Phil
I love and miss you.
You were the best.
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