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I started the morning parked at the doctors office an hour early. I took a walk while I waited.
Art by Richard MacDonald
I checked out good at my appointment, a little heavier than I should be but I already knew about my Covid weight. I will now have a dermatologist meeting to look at the cyst, he still told me there was nothing to worry about. I was just thrilled to be done with the appointment. I did suffer a panic attack, some emotional distress and shed a few tears, I'm positive it was rebooted trauma. I stopped at the beach on the way home, let the sound of the waves calm me.
A gull, squirrel and harbor seal.
I wandered around the neighborhoods aimlessly. So many memories filled my head. There were more doctor appointments than any two people should have had to go to, more bad news than a soul should have to take and I could see Phil's face....his beautiful face when he received the news. I allow the tears and look for joy.
For Phil
I miss you
I'm grateful for the time we had together.
I treasure every moment.
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