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It seems that walking 10 miles yesterday made me sleep like a baby. I took my time getting out of bed this morning. I still made the sunrise with a quick jog, it was worth the run.
This morning as I walked I reflected on the fact that I still feel married, I don't feel any different about Phil than I did before he died. I tell him I love him everyday, I still wear my wedding bands as well as his on a necklace and the feeling that lives within me still feels connected to him. I looked up online about should I continue to wear my ring, it seems that it is what I decide. I like wearing it and will continue to do so until I decide otherwise. I love wearing his around my neck, I grab it whenever I need a little reassurance. It makes me feel connected to him. I can't imagine that I will ever want to take it off, I guess it is one day at a time and I just go with the flow. But for now I'm sticking to what I'm doing. Weird that I even think about that....
I love my ring and it helps me, I guess that is what is important.
I enjoyed my walk this morning, the fresh air and exercise seem to be making me mentally and physically stronger. A positive in so many ways.....
Kissing rock.
The power of a wave moving logs.
A beach house.
Point Pino's Lighthouse
and a darling subject.
For Phil:
You are my muse
I miss and love you.
From "The Citizen", Eureka Springs, Arkansas 2001
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