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Looking for the color and light in the darkness.
Where is my smile, the light in my eyes and laughter?
I miss him with everything in my being.
Why? Isn't a question I allow myself to explore.
I'm tired....
Can you hear my soul breaking?
How far do I have to walk to heal?
Why are you not in my dreams?
The bed feels so empty.
Breakfast isn't the same.
I long for your hugs when I feel so very blue.
The waves of grief knocked me down again, will I keep having the strength to pick myself up?
I miss my best friend.
Gray........
You didn't get to live your life, that devastates me.
I miss your kindness.
I can't listen to jazz.
I feel like the air has been sucked out of my lungs.
Your smile made my heart pitter patter.
Your touch soothed me.
Your love was everything.
You listened.
You were the best travel partner in the world.
I was the luckiest, happiest woman.
I'm lost.
You know how you always found those painted rocks and I never could.
I found one at the beach.
It reminded me of the day that you found one with a laughing face right after we saw the most beautiful rainbow imaginable and we both sat down and wept.
I miss sharing most of all.
I passed the house we lived in 10 years ago, it seems like a lifetime.
I remember the first night that we slept on the floor, drunk, happy and fun.
I'm smiling....that is a good sign.
Here's the house when we lived in it.
My dingle dangles in the window.
Thank you so very much for embracing my weirdness.
I'm trying Phil, I miss you and I'm sad.
I will keep walking by the ocean....looking for beauty and healing.
For Phil
Love of my Life
So appreciative of your love.
Working through this grief thing,
It Sucks
Philly, Candice and Michele got a new puppy, Charlie.
It is cute, I wish you could see it.
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