365 days of images - - Day 337- Dec 5, 2021 - Linda's Intuitive Images LMH 2021 -- Conundrum in Carmel

I guess I woke up on what is referred to as the wrong side of the bed.  Every once in a while I wake up in a funk, I miss Phil and today I even had a bit of a pity party.  Feeling sorry for myself is unusual because what I usually feel is this horrible sorrow about what Phil had to go through as he progressed through the stages with astrocytoma.  Today however it was a depression that got me.   A creative block seemed to be the result, then I saw the message....Conundrum.  Now what to do?  .

I started at Carmel River State Beach.

I head through the neighborhoods toward town, I've been loving the holiday decorations and it looked festive downtown.  As I'm walking I hear an operatic sound, a music resounding but I don't see anyone singing.  Finally the voice becomes clear and I hear,

"Smile though your heart is aching

Smile even though it's breaking

When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by

If you smile through your fear and sorrow

Smile and maybe tomorrow

You'll see the sun come shining through for you

Light up your face with gladness

Hide every trace of sadness

Although a tear may be ever so near

That's the time you must keep on trying

Smile, what's the use of crying?

You'll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just smile"

Soon I see a man walking toward me and he was singing.   Everyone enjoying his voice.  I told him it was beautiful.  It was a message and changed my flow....

Flowers, messages and fairy houses followed.

The festive side.

A pug with its own car!!!!

Carmel is magical...... Back to the beach on the way to the car.

For Phil

I'm trying to make sure I say thank you to everyone as the end of 365 days of images comes near.   You expressed you wanted to say thank you, I'm doing my best to do that for you.  Today I thought of Patti sending you all of those t-shirts as you went through chemo and radiation and Mom sending you a card almost every single day for 4 years.  Your smiles said it all.  I miss those smiles most of all.

To Patti and Mom, I love and thank you from both of us.  Phil adored that you took the time to always make sure that he was having smiles during his journey. 

Patti you are amazing, I know you are working hard to make Mom comfy and happy.  Big hugs and love.  I will see you both soon.

Thank you to my family who all stepped in to help when things were really got tough.