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Carmel always takes me down memory lane. Some of Phil's and my best times were spent there. I walked the streets early in the morning before everyone showed up. This was a party place for us, romance, fun, music and Clint Eastwood. Ha! I guess after 23 years together we made lots and lots of memories. I'm surrounded with them, he continues to be with me.
Messages and reminders lead to all kinds of memories. We had fun, oh did we ever have fun.
Love was spelled out to me everywhere.
Philly, I'm figuring it out! But damn I miss you.
I meandered through favorite restaurants, smiled as I passed favorite bars and remember walking arm in arm down the streets.
Phil loved a cup of coffee.
He knew I loved Bill Murray, he would bring home Bill Murray stickers, post cards and stories. I loved seeing Bill's likeness all around town.
I could feel Phil's spirit as I stood in front of the Fire Dept. He and I have stood there together many times.
A stop in at Nielson's before we went to the beach, a bottle of wine, picnic lunch and of course a bit of desert.
A favorite gallery.
and I turn the corner and one of Phil's favorite actors and movies. It was like he surrounded me all day. The memories are becoming like blankets and they are keeping me comforted.
Clint....Phil adored him. I would say that seeing Clint in Mission Ranch was a thrill of a lifetime for Phil. It makes me smile just thinking of it. So many glorious memories there. Like I said there was more fun than we should have ever had in Carmel. It seemed like we always got carried away.....
I'm lost but I'm hopeful.
It is comforting to go to the places where I can still feel him. It seems odd that everything seems the same but he is missing.
Many conflicting emotions.
The waves of grief still hit me, I'm positive that they always will.
I'm finding new ways to live, adapt and move forward.
Memories are soothing.
Flowers - we both enjoyed them so very much toward the end of your life. I look at them with the imagination and wonder of my younger self. What we went through made me look at everything through different eyes. I am me and yet not me. I hope that I'm a better me.
For Phil
Love of my Life
Dream come True
Best friend
I miss your handsome face
your kisses and the best hugs in the world.
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