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A year ago Phil's health started to make a quick decline. We went through some rough times. I still relive some of the moments, this morning I could just feel the sadness. I let it sit with me for a minute and then I tried to remember what made me happy about Phil.
I know that we had an amazing, magical, fun wonderful love story. I could have never imagined that I would have love like that. A very lucky woman indeed.
Phil was laughs, joy and we couldn't wait to have fun together.
He cooked, cleaned, fixed cars, shopped and picked out my clothes.
He was kind, he listened and even when we were apart we talked to each other several times a day.
He cared......
Phil accepted and loved me for who I am.
Romantic, spicy and and did I say fun?
We traveled in a Chevy van together and loved every minute.
We have worked together on many occasions, it was special and we tried to do it as often as we could.
We didn't have to talk and other times we couldn't stop.
Gentle
Kind
Brave
(Except when it came to birds)
He was kind, helpful and devoted to my daughters.
He remembered everything, he noticed all and always had a compliment.
His hugs were the best.
He was the most handsome man I have ever seen.
I continue to feel married to him because there is so much leftover love.
I know he loved me, he told me several times, everyday. I could tell in his eyes, we connected. He would stare into my eyes and tell me we had tunnel vision.
Always ready to help another.
Falling in love was the best time....we were falling in love for 23 years.
He was very funny and he loved to make me laugh.
We shared a love for Jazz and music was an important part of life.
We had many pets in our time together. His favorite was our dog Judy. I loved how he loved her and she was an important part of our life.
I'm left with more incredible memories than I could never tell. He was a delight.
Before he found out he had cancer, we loved to party. Tahoe, Vegas and up and down the California coast. We had a blast!
Long walks hand in hand. Sunrise, sunset and in the moonlight.
We had great times with friends. I'm left with a bevy of memories.
He helped with my projects, encouraged my creativity and spent many hours in craft stores.
He looked adorable in a uniform.
I took a couple of pictures of my garden today. He loved when I grew my gardens, he humored me anyway. I do believe the year I grew the giant pot plant for him, he was enjoying my green thumb. Noelle has moved in her Amaryllis now.
As Phil transitioned into the next life, he had flowers from my garden surrounding him.
The most beautiful holly hock in his hands.
I'm sure you can tell that I felt loved, I loved my relationship and I'm left knowing what it feels like to be truly loved. I am a lucky woman.
Phil loved animals.
Pet sitting was heaven sent.
For Phil
I remember everything.
I miss your touch, smile and love
You were the best and I still adore you.
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