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I was a little disappointed in my image taking skills yesterday. I suspect emotional issues crept in and stunted my creativity. Each day I try to find subject matters that grab my interest and bring joy. Yesterday the creativity was laying below the surface. I'm am currently in need of the walks, the beauty and the small things. It helped Phil get through what he had to endure and now it is lifting me. I feel best when I'm walking and watching the goings on in nature. It helps me feel connected to myself and Phil, too. Phil is always with me, I hear him, see him in my mind's eye and I am driven to make him proud of me.
I know that doing 365 days is a healing process and I find myself competing with me.
I want a new image, a better image and a healed self. I am having to find Linda, I know she is under everything I've been through. Peeling back the layers of pain and replacing them with beauty. Patience.....the skill I need most.
While on Cannery Row, there were four squirrels running all over the place. They seemed to be caught up in the moment, and they brought me along.
While walking I noticed a sea lion coming close to the beach and a dog taking notice. There was an interaction for a minute. It was interesting, I have never seen land dog and sea dog mixing.
Fishing season is on. I like visiting Wharf II, there are fisherman loading up, prepping the boats and unloading the catch. It bustles and is interesting watching it all go down.
Seagulls play a role in each day, they are always around and provide the sound effects. I watched one catch a fish and then I witnessed something I haven't seen before. An intense fight between gulls. It went on for a few minutes and got quite brutal.
To the gardens, the flowers are like medicine.
For Phil
You left me with a desire to be a better person.
I watched your kindness, need to help others and the love you always showed me.
I love and miss you.
Phil you would be so very proud of Noelle!
She has made another great video.
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