I am having conflicting feelings about the ending of 365 days of images. All done in love for my husband Phil who died July 9, 2020 after a 4 1/2 year journey with brain cancer. This project has kept me busy, allowed me to remember Phil and feel like I'm talking to him at the same time. I feel like I'm saying bye again and it has been making me sad. At the same time for a year of my life, I have been working on putting a blog together each day. It has taken self discipline, over 1500 miles has been walked, 1000's of image taken, tears cried and beauty enjoyed. Not only that, I have journaled my life for a year, a huge undertaking and one I know Phil would have appreciated and loved. He was the love of my life and loved me for who I am, I am grateful for every moment of the 23 years we got to spend together.
This year, I'm going to work on marketing my images, learning more about video making, traveling and enjoying life. I hope to learn new things, find myself and enjoy my life. I will continue my blog but it will have changes too! I look forward to sharing what comes next. Thank you for sharing my journey.
I love the beach that sits behind the John Denver memorial in Pacific Grove. Another rainy morning, which is great, we need the rain.
For Phil
I can't believe it has been a year and a half since you died. So many memories danced through my head today. The holidays are hard without you. I'm almost to the end of the 365 days of images, it has been what has given me purpose to get through this time without you. I'm sad to let go, it feels like another goodbye. Instead I'm trying to make it about a new beginning. I will still be taking my walks and images, but I won't be doing a blog each day. That will open my time up to pursue some dreams. I still have dreams Phil, I will take you with me in my heart the whole way.
I miss you.
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